The last three years...a lot has happened: I divorced my husband, after learning that he was not who I thought he was; I lost my youngest son to a crime; I have been living alone, for the first time in my life, and I am trying to start over. These events have been devastating. There have been times that I have wanted to end my life, but somehow I keep going. I have my children and grandchildren that I love more than anything and I am looking forward to seeing my first granddaughter in May of 2017. I love her! I can't wait to meet her! A new life, is giving me the will to continue with mine.